Sunday, September 28, 2008

review = igd9fwawtdat

Today I embark on a new adventure; specifically that of writing a book review.  And to top things off, the book I am reviewing is IGD9FWAWTDAT (or more commonly referred to as "If God Disappears - 9 Faith Wreckers & What To Do About Them").  Now to address the issue right away, yes I am the son of the famous author, David Sanford, who happens coincidentally to be the author of the book I am reviewing.  I assure you though that my review is not biased at all because of my affiliation with THE AUTHOR (unnecessary emphasis perhaps, but I am seizing the opportunity to exaggerate, as will be explained further farther down in this review).  

Let me argue why my review is not biased.  First of all I despise non-fiction and my father specifically works in Christian non-fiction.  Do not construe this to mean that I have any hard feelings against my father...I love him very much.  But I am somewhat detracted from the illusion non-fiction supports.  This comes from my deep-seated belief (and so by no means correct) that fiction is a much better conveyor of truth than non-fiction.  That is, non-fiction claims to be truth (that is what non-fiction means right?) but really is mere opinion whereas fiction does not make any truth claims, but at its root tries to convey truth by allegory and example.  To illustrate, the non-fiction reader takes in content with a willingness to consume the viewpoint of the author, most of the time without actual digestion instead mostly just by absorption.  Whereas the fiction reader assumes that the content is non-edible and only upon finding similarities in the content to real food does he venture to further digest it.  The point here being that consumption of fiction elicits the active interpretation of the content where non-fiction allows the reader to passively take in the content.

Second, this is the first book my father has written that I have actually read the whole way through.  No offense Dad but I don't usually enjoy your writing style (most likely for reason one above).  That not being a major fault only a slight deterrent that invokes my procrastination and general laziness, allowing me to forever put off reading whatever it is he wrote.  So already this book must have some merit for me to have read it all the way through.   Truth be told, I think the problem is that my Dad sends me the initial revisions of his manuscripts where his thoughts aren't as coherent and haven't been conceptually edited yet.  I am proud to say that the final version of this book was significantly better than my initial perception of it.  This only goes to prove that you shouldn't judge a book by the premature fraction of it that you may happen upon and instead by the final version...starting in the beginning and working toward the end.  Good job Dad and make sure to thank your editor for me.

Am I harsh on my father?  I hope not.  Then again if I am attempting not to be biased I must not withhold my criticism.  My Dad asked me once to edit a portion of something for him...upon receiving it back it bled red.  He actually appreciated my thorough dismembering of his work, which shows his maturity as a writer; something that is apparent in his newest book...the one I am attempting to begin reviewing but have thus far only wasted time qualifying my utterly pointless opinion.  I give you permission to ignore me.

The book was good.

Now that I have expressed my amateur opinion in such a grossly simplified form I will now explain why it was good.  To begin, I actually enjoyed the writing style of If God Disappears and found myself wrapped up in my father's story telling even though I am already intimately knowledgeable with some, if not many, of his stories.  And to qualify my previous statement about allowing myself to exaggerate; my father is great at exaggerating when he tells stories.  This should not deter you from listening to his stories or even discredit the stories he tells.  He is not embellishing the facts, he is merely adding undue emphasis to accomplishments of the 'hero' or 'heroine' of his story.  For example, there is a story in the book about me constructing a satellite dish at a young age from a both hefty and dense instruction manual.  While the story is essentially true, he almost always neglects to mention that we never got the constructed satellite dish to work...it looked nice but eventually ended up in the dump.  So if he brags about me, it is most likely rooted in reality but exaggerated to a degree.

The other reason I like the writing style of If God Disappears is that it is well structured.  I could not make clear sense of the initial draft (one must read multiple chapters to fully appreciate the consistency in chapter structure which allows the reader to anticipate the flow of his arguments) and found his story telling excessive and useless.  But the book I have sitting next to me works. That is, his stories have purpose and are worked into the text in all the appropriate places.  Indeed I found myself reading through in anxious anticipation of the stories yet to come.  He created a beautiful template which he then successfully applied to each chapter.  This makes reading so much more enjoyable.

The content of the stories in If God Disappears is another reason I enjoyed the book.  The stories are applicable to the point he is trying to make and walk that fine line between real, believable stories and epic, memorable stories.  So many times non-fiction writers seek out those "truth is stranger than fiction" stories that, though they may be true, actually cast doubt into the readers mind as to the integrity of the writer.  On the other hand some non-fiction writers can not tell a good story to save their lives, even though it is entirely made up and ingeniously imaginative.  David (hm, I guess I can refer to him by name...) does well to draw his readers in while keeping his stories down to earth.  His transparency in the book comes out as genuine and reflects the truth of his life, which adds to the integrity of his message.

Finally his advice, that is-the moral of his stories, is sound (according to my limited ability to discern soundness) and resounds with what I believe as Christian and with my knowledge of the Word of God.  I do not always agree with my father and he has brought me up in a willingness to test my assumptions and beliefs without fear of the answers I will find.  So when we disagree theologically or otherwise, it's okay.  We don't have to all conform to the same mindset (though I am a big proponent of the idea that the Church should be unified, both in spirit and truth, and am saddened by the reality that confronts me here).  Though he uses some explicit scripture quotations, a careful analysis of his writing in this book will reveal many implicit scripture quotations (that is, he uses a phrase that is almost word for word from the Bible).  I am also a big proponent of the idea that our ideas, our opinions, our theology should be grounded in the truth of the Bible (the only truly non-fiction book) and so am greatly encouraged by the scriptural support of his teaching.

Mr. Sanford (mwa, I definitely don't usually refer to him as that) outlines nine faith wreckers in his book, but I would assert that there is only one faith wrecker (from a purely human perspective); an unwillingness to reevaluate our assumptions.  Any of the faith wreckers can be viewed as a variation on this theme.  We had a bad church experience so we assume that our view of 'those christians' reflects the Christ they claim to worship.  We have experienced horrible, traumatic events in our lives so we assume that God isn't there or doesn't love us.  We get lost in ritualistic religion, bewildered at God's apparent departure and assume that it must be something wrong with Christianity itself not with our misconstrued perception of what God desires.  These are just examples; in any crisis of faith it is essential to reevaluate our assumptions and reorient ourselves around what we know is true.  When I have found myself wandering away from my Savior and Lord I remind myself of all the times God has worked in my life for good.  I remind myself of what He declares in His Word.  Aren't we all so forgetful, like the Israelites under Moses, and in constant need of a reminder of the presence of the great I AM.  We get so caught up in our petty assumptions that we forget what we know is true.

I praise God that He has already used my Dad's words in so many peoples' lives.  I pray that God would continue to use my Dad's ministry to further His kingdom and strengthen His children.  I am proud of my father and I am so blessed that my Father is his Father, that we share a common devotion to the Most High God.  Done.

*Jaiqu



Are you now so completely enthralled with my description of the book that you want to buy it?  I thought so.  You can purchase it from Amazon here: http://www.amazon.com/If-God-Disappears-Faith-Wreckers/dp/1414316178.  Questions or comments? You can email me at mersayochan at gmail dot com.

[EDIT:] You can read David's blog at ifgoddissappears.blogspot.com.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

dead = false

I'm not dead...seriously.  So I apologize for not blogging in some time.  Life lately has been hectic and tiring as I am transitioning back into work and school.  Instead of waking up at noon I am now waking up at 7:30am.  A significant change.  I am excited for my AI (Artificial Intelligence) and philosophy classes.  It is remarkable the amount of overlap between those two, seemingly unrelated, fields.  I am currently eating pan-fried taquitos.  So Tuesday I ran into my friend Nicole in the library (I then ran into her again today...apparently they remodeled the whole second floor of the library and are in the rapid process of installing a coffee shop there) who was wearing a Companion Cube shirt which made me smile.  What, you haven't played Portal yet!?! SINNER!  Go do so now.  It's pretty much the most amazing game of the decade (it almost makes Portland rain look dreary...which is a previously undiscovered level of awesome considering my affinity to both Portland and rain).   Anyway, I am looking forward to the one year anniversary of the Orange Box when I will be able to download Portal: Prelude for free thanks to the French.  Done.

*Jaiqu

Saturday, September 13, 2008

God = good

God is good.  All the time.  And all the time.  God is good.  So I finally started working today...YAYZ!  It was pretty awesome...after about an hour of getting my machine and everything to work I jumped right into tackling my first task.  I spent most of the first day actually working (which is not normal for your first day on a job).  I had forgotten how much I love biking.  Every time I bike I am compelled to praise God.  Truly nature speaks the wonders of His name.  Done.

*Jaiqu

So apparently I didn't slack off as much as I thought I did...I wrote this some time ago but never actually posted it.  Maybe because the distinct lack of linkage...da well.  I'm posting it now because you should never leave a written post to linger and die, no matter what it's deficiencies are.  Redone.

*Jaiqu

Sunday, September 7, 2008

house = blessing

God has amazingly blessed me with an awesome house to live in these last two years as well as a godly family of believers to fellowship with.  As of today we have two new roommates who we are able to bless as Christ blesses them through us.  I am excited for this new school year and getting to know these brothers more.  For everyone who was wondering why I was up at eight this morning...I really woke up at 6am.  I helped out at the overflow shelter, which is a church-hosted women's shelter (and family shelter).  Each night two volunteers stay the night and make sure no uninvited visitors come in and that any unexpected situations are dealt with.  The 'clients' (so they are officially called) are wonderful women, children and husbands.  About 1am, as I was sitting out on shift, one of the elder women came out to smoke.  We got to talking and she told me about her former ministry with street kids and about all the miracles she had seen.  It was wonderful to see her give glory to God in all things and I rejoiced that I had found a sister in Christ (a mother really).  I am always encouraged by the testimonies of those who are saved.  I will probably share my testimony (how God has worked in and through my life) here soon.  God bless.  Done.

*Jaiqu

Saturday, September 6, 2008

time = 8:19am

Well, technically, I am starting this blog post at 8:19am but will probably finish some time after that.  I am at Uptown Coffee drinking from a moderately sized cup (16oz) of house coffee.  Just finished catching up on my friend Michael's blog.  He and his family traveled cross-country from Portland, OR to Hillsboro, New Hampshire where he will be working (and living) at His Mansion.  Those of you who know me have been wondering, since you saw the title of this post, "WHY ARE YOU UP SO EARLY?" Because, for those of you who don't know, my natural sleep schedule (scientifically proven) is from 4am until noon.  Trust me...it's amazing...in fact I thought about requesting a 1pm-9pm work schedule just so I could keep my sleep schedule once I start work.  Which I will do eventually...I hope.  But while I am not getting paid to work, I am still working without pay.  That is, I am working on my game, which I described to one of our new roommates as "a full-time job you don't get paid for."  I have probably put in hundreds of hours this summer on my game and I am excited about the progress I see.  Praise God that I have had the time to undertake this huge project.  I am trying to get as much done as possible these last two weeks before school consumes my life.  Literally consumes my life.  BTW (er, by the way) for all of you who do not already use Google Reader, why don't you?  Go, start using it now...no really; it will help you keep track of all those blogs you fastidiously read. Done.

*Jaiqu

[Google lies...I posted this at 8:55am not 8:19am...which means I took, what, 36 minutes to write and link this post...yay I'm getting faster at blogging]

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

game site = up

Sorry I haven't blogged in multiple days...can I plug my game really quick? I just devoted a corner of my website to my up and coming game called "The Fantasy Game." You can check it out here, here, or HERE. No seriously, it's coming along GREAT. Fantastical in fact. I'm psyched and you should be too. In fact, it is already starting to raise some interest...which gets me amped. So if you want to be a beta tester...send me an email at fantasygame@reventionsoftware.com. Just think; beta tester equals get to play the game before it's even released. Yep it's that awesome. So what are you waiting for. Do it...do it NOW. And ps there is an even more awesomest internal website set up just for my radtacular alpha and beta testers. Need I say more. Done.

*Jaiqu